sometimes you need to experience the pain to feel the joy
Thursday, July 03, 2008
i am undeniably an insomniac.
i couldnt sleep last night,
i was online till 5am.
decided to give up the net only because,
its time for everyone else to wake up.
have u ever felt that you've gone to bed,
thinkin that you have slept
but in actual fact you were just lying in bed
with ur eyes open and ur mind closed.
you should watch the movie 'Fight Club'
and u will understand what i'm tryin to say here.
somehow i think its pretty cool to be delusional
minus away those imaginary characters of course.
but i am not paranoid or anything.
it is just a disease i need to get rid of.
i even woke up at 10am this morning.
did some work-out to physically tire myself out
yet i don't feel an ounce of exhaustion in my bones.
oh my god. what is happening to me?
i tried every possible remedy
but nothing seems to work.
could it be you?
oh, pls.. don't let it be you.
i need a dose of dormicum now.
valium. any kind of diazepam.
even coldplay cant fix me,
maybe danity kane has damaged it all over again.
by the way, i love that song right this moment.
though it reminds me of one somebody.
darn.
drizzle on me
3:30 PM
i'm done tryin.
