she's off to Korat soon
in abt 4 hrs time
its gonna be her 1st time flyin
i do hope she haf loads of fun dere
she has been my best fren all this while
actually, she has always been
only i dint see it
i still cant forgive myself
for all da shellin and attitude i gave her
she still stood dere for me
not even shiftin on her toes
thru it all, she endured alot from me
nobody knows me best
i dunnoe y i still treat her dat way
mayb i take her for granted
mayb i take her as my punchin bag
mayb because she takes over me so much
dat i hate her for followin my footsteps
i dun want her to be like me
to experience and live my life
i am at the point of no return
i cant say where this is goin to take me
but i still do wanna marry dat special beauty
to put it ard her and to pamper her all my life
well, mayb someday it will find me
even though i believe in love, its not for me
it never is and it will never be
lets face it,
i treat my lover like my best friend
and who would want dat right, so
lets just live life while it last.
i'm gonna sleep alone when she's gone,
i'm already missin her,
my dear lil' sister.