i have a love and hate relationship with u i loved all the successes u helped me thru i loved that u fulfilled all my wishes and wants but... i hate what u haf done to me i hate dat u haf to go to dis extent to teach me i know now.. yes i do.. now, i noe exactly how to spend my money i noe wat kind of transportation i shud get i dun haf to be confused anymore, thank you. u taught me a lesson i will learn! but my passion of riding will never die. nevertheless, u haf been with me all this while even till today, i noe u still love me because u let me lived. i love you Allah!
i really appreciate everyone of u, parents, family and esp. great friends for ur care, concern and sympathy i tried so hard to believe every word but only i noe how i exactly feel i was indeed devastated how i wish i could haf died instead now i wish i was somebody else there's no point in wishin anymore its all been said and done everythin's been lost in the accident and now i haf to regain it all back i dun want anyone of u to cry for me i already haf plans laid out once i'm fully back i'm going to return.. for sure.. i promise with my life.
i got to know abt this song back when i was in camp those 6 mths were the most difficult times for me but this helped me thru it all i never told anyone before but i listened to this song every night every single time i'm losing hope in life mayb it could work for u too.
i'm headin back there agn tmr i heard they are gg to put me to slp this time the op will take abt 4 hrs solid i bet its gonna fucken hurt when i wake up let me take a deep breath and close my eyes to da world it will soon be over.
thanx so much u guys from relatives, to colleagues, to frenz i've never gotten so much essence for my birthday before plus i did got a couple of sweet gifts from beloved frenz well, it was indeed memoriable but 2007 is not a good year for me i'm only lookin forward to the next year hopefully the 8 in that yr will give me luck and loads of it!
Oh. and happy birthday to Titi today! my annoyin, fun-loving, crazy lil' sis!
