funereal farceur

Sewage Hole

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HITS

Gym Class Heroes - Cookie Jar
Natasha Bedingfield - Angel

Desire

ninja turtles. cheese. music. imaginations. pool. ducati. kinder bueno. boxers. shoes.

Summon The Ninja

Squirtle

AdDnE NiPpLeS IzZie nOi CRuZ RuNniE GraCe ShAraiN HiD FAir_LaDy nAz PeArLe RuDy MeL DeEyaNa HeDz SyiRa ZaN niT Ah_PiaO sRi KerRiE SoFia MiRa MizRiNa AisHa Tt ReEnA FaTin dZoOl IrYan

frustration, desperation, aggravation

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

i'm just ur average regular Joe
i haf feelings just like everybody else
yes, its not hard to explain to make u understand
but try to understand urself first
before u start scrutinizing someone else's life
put urself in my fucken shoes
and i'll still tell u...
u wont understand cuz ur not me
call me muthafucken stubborn
cause i fucken am
i dun want to think abt hope
i dun need fucken lies
i also dun want another friend
i dun even want pathetic sympathies
i dun want anythin of dat nonsense
not unless i noe for sure its a definite truth
there is one thing i do noe for sure
i really haf to fucken cool off
its so fucken easier said than done
i'm still bein used, thrown and recycled
dad's already askin me to look up da courses to take
but its not da fucken time yet
its not as simple as it seems
all of this,
not at all...
i'm losing it.
i'm just weak, as a whole.

drizzle on me
10:27 AM

i'm done tryin.