close your eyes, think of me
Sunday, November 04, 2007
fuck.fuck.fuck.
i'm so dead.
my wound has opened.
my next check-up is on mon
and i dun want it to be stitch back agn
cuz it fucken hurts
call me a pussy
but its painful.
i even ate the yucky fish essence thingy
damn!
i saw my wound earlier
it hurts and was soaked with blood
so i decided to change da dressin
wat i saw, u wouldnt wanna see
just thinkin abt it,
sends shiver down my spine
shit!
now i know wat da nurse means
when she say dun do strenuous activities
i'm being so hot-tempered now,
i'm pissed with everyone
i'm all alone and i haf nuthin to lose
i wish i was dead.
oh. so da subaru challenge has started
dere were abt 400 contestants
my sis is actually in it
mom, haziq n i went down to see her
to give her moral support
but when haziq said goodbye and all
she looks as if she was almost in tears
be strong!
i'm not too sure,
but i hope u can make it!
i saw my lil' sis cry to slp da other night
i kept pesterin n pesterin her to tell me wats wrong
she finally gave up after much persuasion
one of her so-called fren hit her and it hurts
said her fren was with an ah beng
and he taught her some fighting skills
she wanted to try it out so she tried it on my sis
even though my sis said she doesnt want to
thank god my sis told me not to,
if not i'd haf confronted her and da rest will be history
no doubt i bully my sis,
but only i and i only can do so,
nobody else.
i wasnt dere for my elder sis
and i'm not gg to make da same mistake agn.
siblings will always be dere for one another
even if u choose not to believe so.
been hangin out with gays lately
man.. one look at dem..
and u wouldnt believe dat dey r gay
one thing abt dem is...
dey r more self-conscious den most str8 guys
will take care of dere skin, body and style
its kinda cool u noe
i dunnoe y most butches dun really take care of dere body
most of them r like so plump n fat n all
if only dey would be more self-conscious
i do exercise and tone up my body sometimes
only dat most of my fats will go to my tummy
but gals do say its nice when it comes to huggin
hahaha...
next week will be a hectic one
i haf been deployed for extra duties
tony blair is comin to town
and a few other upcomin events
i need a massage now
or mayb a strong drink to put me to slp
sigh. forgive me god.
drizzle on me
12:21 PM
i'm done tryin.
