funereal farceur

Sewage Hole

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HITS

Gym Class Heroes - Cookie Jar
Natasha Bedingfield - Angel

Desire

ninja turtles. cheese. music. imaginations. pool. ducati. kinder bueno. boxers. shoes.

Summon The Ninja

Squirtle

AdDnE NiPpLeS IzZie nOi CRuZ RuNniE GraCe ShAraiN HiD FAir_LaDy nAz PeArLe RuDy MeL DeEyaNa HeDz SyiRa ZaN niT Ah_PiaO sRi KerRiE SoFia MiRa MizRiNa AisHa Tt ReEnA FaTin dZoOl IrYan

hush, don't say a word

Friday, October 26, 2007

Pages of my torn diary
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u say u miss me
yet u never wanna meet
if i ask u out on a date
will u go out with me till late?

u just dun seem to fight for me
so i cant quite understand why
is that only so much i mean to u
if it is so, i'm just another somebody

i'm hurt, i'm disappointed, very frustrated
cant believe i'm not dat important
u cant see it but its bleedin for certain
i guess its time for me to hide behind da curtain

drownin my sorrows in those bottles now
dun worry, i'll get by somehow
it wont help or speed up da process
but dats how i deal with stress

so my MC is comin to an end
i actually expected u to visit me, my friend
its stupid to hope for a snow in da sand
i'm just an airplane with nowhere to land

i cant forget dat particular sms
my heart broke into a million pieces
it wont heal even if its up in stitches
memories burnin full of kisses and misses

ur not just any someone
or anyone dat i take for fun
u came and opened up my heart
now its time for us to part
happy times to be put aside
its just natural to be sad
i wish i can have u back
i noe it wouldnt be right,
after all the squabbles and fights
do me a favor and hold me tight
keep me company all night
because there's nuthin left in da moonlight

i want to run away and hide
maybe hoping i shud haf died
the redness haf turned to white
smiles are no longer in sight
its really killing me inside

my mind is still tortured by that message
followed by a tremendous amount of rage
eyes swellin up without a care
cant take it dat u had me shared
feelin so down, so full of despair
it is just so unfair

guess this is wat happens
when u start to trust and fall in love
i hate it when i've fallen
to be able to just pamper and be different
it felt great to be on top of the world
sometimes u haf to listen and learn
before u get taken advantage, its true
this is just so nonsense
i'll go and i wont be a nuisance
come and give me dat substance
oh hell, even play me some trance

drizzle on me
3:42 AM

i'm done tryin.