experience the other side of life
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
i hate it when ur pee stinks
esp. after u take medicine, drink coffee or eat durians
haha..sometimes its just disgustin
an old friend of mine contacted me back
we catched up on things and she told me abt her life story
i kinda feel sad for her actually
its like she's totally in love with her boyfriend
but her boyfriend doesnt really trust her at all
in everythin that she do, he doesnt appreciate it
he always finds fault with her
but i do admire my friend
she has been absolutely patient with him
she takes in all his shit,
all his demands, his temper and his desires
she trusted him fully though sometimes,
she found out dat he lied to her
i keep asking her,
"why do u still wanna be with this kind of man?"
she answered me,
"i'm totally in love with him. i cant leave without him. i'd kill myself if he were to leave me one day. it doesnt matter if he doesnt trust me. He is all that i want."
i became speechless.
there's nothing more to say.
she's made up her mind.
to me, he is a monster, a male chauvinist, a control-freak, a fucken bastard.
to her, he is perfect, everything that she hoped for.
i gave up tryin to advise her because i'm not her.
i cant exactly relate on why she feels dat way.
just as long as she's happy, i'll be happy for her.
but i always hate it when she calls me up crying.
i know all she wants is a listening ear, nothing else
i just hope that u'd realised one day that u dun deserved this
and u'd be strong enuf to finally leave him for someone better
as much as i wished that for u, i do know that the day will never come
knowing u and ur stubborn character, u will stand by ur decisions
but seriously, my dear friend
family is the most important of all
even if u dun like them,
haven they been dere for u thru ur younger days
they wouldnt bring u down,
unless of course they really hate what ur doin
dun u just hate it when he tells u he wanna break up with u
and u'd feel sad and heartbroken
but u do know that u dint do anythin wrong
its just that he was being unreasonable
and he'd start to relive the past,
compare u to his ex,
expect u to pay him for stayin over his place
somethin like rent for lettin his mom wash ur clothes,
he'll start contactin other gals
just to tell u to relieve his stress,
he'd say u only think of urself
wat kind of a guy is he man?
u gave him everythin he'd asked for
and wat do u get in return..
sigh.
u guys even tried to haf a baby
so dat both ur parents would accept each other
man.. dats no excuse!
even if u keep sayin dats da only way to prove to him
i haf no say in ur life anyway
i'm just a friend to you
all i wish for u is to make the right real decisions
but i'll definitely be here for u if u need me
hugs n love.
well.. thinkin of ur situation
he is actually a very lucky guy
u'd go to all extent to just to make him happy
i know i would be happy to haf someone like u
oh well.. take care my friend.
drizzle on me
5:35 PM
i'm done tryin.
