funereal farceur

Sewage Hole

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Gym Class Heroes - Cookie Jar
Natasha Bedingfield - Angel

Desire

ninja turtles. cheese. music. imaginations. pool. ducati. kinder bueno. boxers. shoes.

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more than words

Saturday, August 25, 2007

i am so disappointed in you
all u care abt is what she thinks of u
i'm sorry but i had to tell her da truth
at least i was a gentleman
i talked nicely to resolve things
i hate it when she tells others the wrong thing abt me
not the wrong thing, the lies abt me
so of course i had to clear my name
eh. y am i talking abt this.
wait. screw this!
i dun haf to care now.
hah. i'm a free bird.
sigh. but thinkin back abt it
u shud haf just been frank with me
all of this wouldnt haf happened then
but then agn.. its all abt the 'what if's'
no point lookin back
i've been in love before
so i'm sorry,
i'm not stupid if u were hopin me to be
and i am very understandin
so if u still want to clear things out with me,
i'll be more than happy to hear u out
i'm just waiting for that day when the sky would drop
and if u still wanna be with me,
there is still hope
all u need to do is to not work anymore,
not school anymore,
and just to sit at home all day,
waiting for me to come home
feed me, fuck me good, finish my bucks
seriously!
but nobody could do dat so u can stop dreamin abt it.
i'm not bein rude here
i'm just givin a piece of my mind
confusion still exist though
since u wanted us to end 6 mths ago,
y do u still care abt me?
dun worry.
my family and friends are able to do that
thanx for the concern
all u can do now is to lead a happy life
somehow i cant believe u wrote in ur blog that u dun feel guilty at all
i'm amused. its funny how u dun haf a conscience.
oh. by the way,
i'm just writing down my feelings.
it may be true, it may be lies.
its up to u to believe.
but nobody can tell me what to and what not to write.
this is the one true thing that is mine.
u can question my reliability
but one thing's for sure
i haf proof for everything i say here
so if u wanna use my actions against me
i will use ur words against u
honestly, i haf never met anyone like u before
sigh. i dunnoe what to say man
do take care and change for the better
really. it'll be good for u. and for others.

drizzle on me
4:35 AM

i'm done tryin.