alot has happened since June
i dint even get to savour every single moment
ma life is in da fast lane
has been n mayb it will always be
oh well...
i need to stop n take a breather
smell da roses n catch some beetles
go to 7-11 to grab some skittles
mayb even adopt a few kittens
whoosh!
haven really been spendin time at home
its all abt da outside world i'm into
i'm bein left out agn,
i've not been cleanin ma room,
i aint havin enuf slp,
ma sis got to use most of da zen,
been neglectin ma nephew,
i'm gettin bad
n i dun want dat...!
but on da other hand
i cant live a dae without seein u
yet lift a finger off of u for a sec
u can call me selfish
but all i want is ur love
a few loops of distrust n jealousy
do occur at times
however so, gettin mad doesnt exist in ma dictionary
honestly, i dunnoe y i'm attracted to u!
ur da absolutely totally opposite taste i'm into
but i'm crazy so it doesnt matter anyway
damn!
i'm so sick of workin orady
seriously, i'm kinda scared of maself
i tend to get bored easily with da things dat i do, nowadaes
ma momentum is pretty much gone
cant believe i had to be stuck doin cashierin
juz cuz dey say i can smile to customers
Oh come on!
it doesnt make a difference
cuz most of dem r regulars
n dey dun give two fucks
cuz all dey ever want is dere drinks n in da correct n perfect way dat dey want it
anyways..
its been a long while since i saw ma 'sugar mommy'
i shud try to come early n mayb she'll give it to me
woohoo.. but its soO embarrassin to accept esp. when she insist
i noe it sounds wrong
n its not wat u think it is.. =)
shit!
i really really shud quit comin in late for work
mayb its da mindset dat i'm only workin for da fun of it n due to passin da time while waitin for sumthin better
change it! change it soon!
finals..
France n Italy
i aint rootin for France one bit!
bluek..
Italy baby!
go go.. ole!
