nuthin left of me but to go...
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
raffles place.
dint realised how beautiful da city was
before da sun actually reached its peak
sumhow loneliness crept up on me
when others were accompanied with family n lovers
all da waitin n esp. hopin da nurses wont call ur name wrongly or worse, wake up even da zombies with dere shouts
oh well.
but it was a first for me.
x-ray, urine test, breast check n wat nots.
but wat craps me up is when dey wrote down dat i had sweaty palms
darn! i believe nervousness could cause dat.. rite?
but honestly, RP is a nice sophisticated place to be in
esp. when u haf style n attitude...awesome...=p
i juz dun understand y parents r willin to embarrass dere kids in da public by shoutin n beatin dem
reality check, dey r only embarrassin demselves
i may look n dress a few yrs younger den wat i actually am, so adults dun take me seriously
but i'ma give a parent a piece of ma mind da next time i c such a situation n i dun give a fuck wat u gonna say
sumhow, it always happened with moms
mayb its juz PMS but dats obviously a hell-no way to treat ur mutherfucken kids
it aint dere fault if u also haf other children to take care of
it aint dere fault if u haf no food to eat for urself
really man.. fathers r still as important as mothers
dey r more laidback n more carefree
women think too much.. men think too little
a lil' bit of both makes livin life better
well, i juz cant bear to c a kid get beaten up or scolded at like as if dere slaves
it breaks ma heart cuz afterall dey r juz kids
i've been thru alot n i've experienced a shitload of life
thankfully, i was strong n priority came into place
i dunnoe how i did it but i actually did it
and i thank God for dat!
i juz lurvve pasar malams, dun u?
esp. da juicy burger ramli's n crunchy keropok lekors!
i dunnoe y but almost every mth bkt panjang will hold a pasar mlm
sumtimes, even thrice in a mth but at diff parts of da area
dats madness.. well, but i aint complainin.. =)
haf u ever walked down a flight of stairs with ur head down, hands full of plastic bags of items, ur fingers fidgettin with da coins, keys or watever dat lies way deep in ur pocket
n when u finally managed to take it out, u lift up ur head
suddenly u c dis beautiful face lookin right back at u
both holdin da eyes for another min
finally lettin go cuz dat seems to be da logic thing to do
baru aje nak tangkap steam, tapi tak sempat
da scene changes to a guy walkin to join da gal from da back
immediately, pretence of lookin at da streets or ppl ard, went ma eyes
though da urge for one last look was dere, resistin it was easy
happened quite a couple of times but wat i really shud haf done was to look back
at least one last look..
i juz cant do it... cuz...
i dun believe in love...
...anymore...
drizzle on me
1:13 PM
i'm done tryin.
