//listenin to sade - by ur side
man, i think dis is one superb song to make out to
its juz sexy to da ears
plus da messari song on runni's blog
woah..
workin at coffee bean has changed ma life
wat i did at work was practised at home
was even surprised at maself
it was all for da better, =)
dere's dis aunty dat no one likes
however, she likes talkin to me
abt her family basically
n sumhow abt me bein like dis
though she often annoys me, once she apologised, i melt inside
her actions, her naggins
a lil' similar to ma grandma's
i cant stay mad very long at her
mayb dere's a soft side in me
esp. to elders
i was a bit sad when i talked to her ydae
she asked me if i'm gg for da gatherin on sun
she said if i go den she'd go
dunnoe if its true
but i said i dunnoe if i'm gg also cuz i dun really noe everybody dere n kinda paiseh man
n dese words she spoke kept ringin in ma head
'even after 5 yrs of workin here, i dun feel any sense of belongin'
ouch.. dat gotta hurt
i realised how lonely she was workin dere
though it seemed everyone disliked her, she still stayed on for da sake of her rice bowl
i totally salute n respect her
if it was me, i would haf orady get da fuck outta da job n get another one, mayb McDonald's or sumthin, sumwhere where's dere's more aunties like me. haha
but seriously, its a pity
it felt as if u've juz broken up from a relationship
no where to go, frenz all busy with dere own lovers
only music to be ur companion, soothe n relax u
its definitely hard to break away
but given da circumstances, u juz haf to
loneliness fill up inside, memories floodin back
now.. i finally got da answer!
i'm still single cuz i dun wanna feel a sense of unbelongin if da relationship shud end
its da part which sucks
esp. when i misses or wishes to hear her voice, she refuses to answer or reply ma calls
thank god she was stronger den me
if not, we'd be gg back to each other for company n it would hurt more
cuz frenz could only be dere for u till dat extend
nuthin more, nuthin less
watever it is, its all experience learnt n a journey ventured
i realised i've always had it da easy way, n i'm thankful for dat
so far, i've gotten wat i've wanted n its enuf
well, movin on..
i've got gud news.
i'm gonna get another nephew!
haha.. i'll be havin 2 lil' cuties runnin ard
damn.. i dun even want anyone
i haf more den i can handle now
life's creepin by fast
let me savour it first
before i miss every precious moment
slow down, i juz wanna get to noe u
let me be da one to enjoy u
lets keep it real
slow down, i neva c anythin so lovely
cuz i've missed it once
i dun wanna miss it agn
i wanna be a part of it
now...
