funereal farceur

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Gym Class Heroes - Cookie Jar
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ninja turtles. cheese. music. imaginations. pool. ducati. kinder bueno. boxers. shoes.

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only we noe

Monday, May 29, 2006

i dun understand how one could despise sumone juz cuz of some misunderstandings, miscommunications or even an incident. its all so weird. n i tot bein straight-forward n talkin things out would ease it all. guz it doesnt work for everybody den.
honestly, i wasnt a straight-forward person when i was younger. i used to always keep ma feelins to maself cuz i had dis mindset dat nobody noes wat i'm gg thru n dey wont even understand wat i mean. bein happy-go-lucky was easier den cuz dey wont noe wat problems u were facin. till i met sumone who made an impact in ma life. when ur one, u shared everythin, even ur feelins. it was rather hard for me den cuz i usually tot dat wat was inside me was juz plain stupid, esp. jealousy n disagreements. by talkin abt it would made me seemed even stupid. sumhow was rather glad dat pesterin n determinations to noe almost everythin in me kinda made me matured though i may seem childish. dats juz da outer shell. 'i dun noe', 'i think so', 'shud be' n 'mayb's' was all thrown away from ma dictionary. u wouldnt believe how so-called secretive i used to be abt ma feelins last time. but i'm grateful, really. God sent an angel to save me before. n i want him to send me one agn.
juz talk to each other. communicate. it doesnt kill u one bit. let it out. ppl might even save ur life.

drizzle on me
6:48 PM

i'm done tryin.