//listenin to forget december by something corporate
i really am an insomniac.i'm freakin shacked out but i still cant get to slp.even volunteered to type ma sis's skool assignment.mayb boredom n nuthin-ness really made me crave for sumthin more.more adventures, more excitement.i dun wanna juz go partyin, clubbin for excitement.
i want much more den dat.mayb a trip out of da country would really do me some gud.make sum new frens.be a superstar.find a job i'm passionate abt.build a mansion with a special sumone.
well, currently all i'm ever havin adrenaline rush is when i slit ma wrists.haha.dun believe everythin u read.honestly, when sumbody tells me an unbelievable story, i often think twice before i actually accept wat i'm hearin.especially when i dun even consider dem a friend.all point to one reason.once bitten, twice shy.i'm so sick of ppl lyin bascially abt dere life.wat could be so embarrasin till u cant even tell a decent truth abt urself?-u fucked?oh come on.dats so common these days.tot u'd be braggin abt it instead-ur life aint happenin?lets face it, whose is-juz fuck off n die cuz u'd neva be a fren to anyone if u lie.
all i'm ever excited abt is ma isabella.its keepin me alive.if anythin were to happen to her, i haf nuthin.well, besides ma family n frens of course.i think its time she changed her brakes.dere's always time for change.i think isabella would be a gud name for it, dun u agree? =)
i feel like i wanna fall in love agn.i've been single for quite long now.mayb cuz most of u makes me want to.i wanna c u when i wake up every single mornin.i want to write romantic but corny poems abt u.i neva wanna close ma eyes to stop mesmerisin in ur beautiful face.i wanna ride with u all nite.not in da day pls cuz it'll be hot.i wanna sing ma heart out for u.i want u to take ma breathe away.kiss me tender.caress u slow.i like it gentle.u'll be ma lil' beetle.i'll keep u safe where ppl cant harm u.we'll play smooth pool.be spontaneous n cool.i'll lift u up when ur blue.u'll be smilin agn but u wont haf a clue.will u beg when i leave? will u bite da hand dat feeds?
its juz da price u pay, destiny is callin me
open up ur eager eyes,
cuz i'm mr brightside
drizzle on me
6:13 PM
