funereal farceur

Sewage Hole

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HITS

Gym Class Heroes - Cookie Jar
Natasha Bedingfield - Angel

Desire

ninja turtles. cheese. music. imaginations. pool. ducati. kinder bueno. boxers. shoes.

Summon The Ninja

Squirtle

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Monday, May 30, 2005

"Realize that while freedom is great - sometimes a stable relationship is better
It's not all about you. Focus on your parnter's needs every once and a while
Make up your mind about your partner, and stick to it
Your fickle will ruin things otherwise"..

i urge for freedom now
da need to mingle around without any restrictions
i dun want to haf to report every min
sumhow i want dat other gal
but its not about me now
its all about u
how would u react to all dis
u may seem understandin on da outside
i noe inside ur gonna be crushed
like how one of ma fren said..
'we're still young, dats no need to rush into relationships
u wanna rush? might as well b in a shot-gun marriage
but damn.. it wont work out if u dun noe each other well
aim for ur goals first before u get another life involved wit u'
in a way, its true..
but da question is wat do i want?
for a year dat i was single, i felt lost and lonely
but after meetin u, things got blurry
i dunnoe ma role no more
i'm stiff and isnt sure of maself
mayb i need u to be dominate me
excite, love, care & venture wit me
i got to noe maself abit better recently
and i find dat i tend to get bored easily
esp. if dere's no fun involved
cuz i've been real involved wit only one person so far
dere were 2 others but dey werent serious abt me so i wasnt
hmmm.. or were dey?
i'm not a heartbreaker.. at least dats wat i think
i'm orady takin it slow..
known u since end of last yr..
i think i'll take up nicole's advise..
damn.. u r one hell of a saggi..
sorry noi, i think u knew it comin..
we're both in da same boat niwaes..
but da funny thing is dat...
how she can get along well wit ma frenz..
i dun wish to be confused
but i dunnoe wat i want anymore
dere's one thing for sure dat i need
and dats U..
u came back to me in ma dreams
felt warm and real
but reality says it all..
both of our hearts r attached but da fact isnt
ur dere and i'm here..
it was real.. it was..
thank u..

drizzle on me
11:36 AM

i'm done tryin.