funereal farceur

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

late.. late.. late..
cant i juz b at least 5 mins early for work at least..
should really work on ma punctuality..
tired..bored..thirsty..
always wat i m at work..
overall da aunties r fun people
bitchin abt me i guz
but dere cool, kind & friendly
U rock ma workin life!!

juz wanna wish dat special sum1 a "Happy Birthdae"..
its better dis way i guz
learn to accept & b dere for u
though i'm nuthin more den a fren
i still want u in ma life
juz lookin at u makes me feel loved
cant believe i'm sayin dis in ma blog
i'm not open, esp. not abt dis
mayb cuz everyone is in love
but yet havin probz here & dere
dats da great thing abt life
challenges & obstacles before u finally reach da finishin line
if its juz a smooth path, u'll get bored and head for da another path
so its normal only u got off from da roughest route
juz trust each other, communication is damn important
dun fuckin care abt wat ppl say, ur rite.. be rite...
main thing... dun act to b involve... BE involve...
i'm easy to talk to and mayb give ma opinions
but i wont tell if u dun want me to
i can give advise but i suck at bein ma own advisor
dats juz how life works for me i guz

sum say its easy bein in a relationship wit a gal cuz we r one
dey say we noe how dey feel and all
is dat really true?
no wonder sum can get like tonnes of dem
dats not necessary true though
its not how u think it would b
well, at least not for me

cant finish up wat i've started
cant seem to make it rhyme
is it a gud idea to give dat
but i'm gonna add a pic of me too
juz to make sure u r reminded of me daily
cant say its sweet cuz dats juz me
tot of dat a recent weeks back
dunnoe y i'm even botherin
stupid as i may b, wastin ma effort mayb
but its a sacrifice i'm willin to make
havin sum1 likin u is cool
but havin to like back dat sum1 is tough
cuz u cant force nature from its course
slowly backin off is easy
leadin ppl on is crazy
rather b hurt now den later
sure u can find da rite one in da future
dere will b sum1 out dere who will b da perfect one for everyone of us..
so dun worry, to all da singles in da house
u dun need nobody to depend on
da hurt of loneliness is nuthin to da hurt from luv
so be greatful to haf frenz down for u

frenz r da best u can eva haf in life
though we haf commitments, thinkin dey wont haf time
dun assume cuz we noe dey need us
to chill, bump & grind
=) ..
everythin happens for a reason
so i dun regret wat i do or da frenz i make
all will b kept in ma heart & soul
memories r kept in da songs, poems, places
givin it all back cuz i dun need dem no more
speedin down da road so dat i can stop for a better company
to take along wit me to da destinations required
bumpy, jerky, smoky
soon all will b well
juz gotta fill up da gas or better still, upgrade da car
it dun matter.. as long as i'm still back at da road
so... love me when i'm gone..
cuz tmr may neva come..
ydae, all's forgiven but not forgotten..
2dae was juz a passin moment..
so i shall stopbeinlame...!!

drizzle on me
4:35 AM

i'm done tryin.