funereal farceur

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Yea... finally..
watched HITCH but its on ma sis's frenz vcd..
i noe.. i bet i'm da last one to catch it..
dats cuz i aint got any company..
and i dun think i'd wanna laugh alone..

its indeed hilarious..
but amazin at how sum1 can actually get dat kind of gal..
dat goes to show dat nuthin is impossible..
but den again..
its juz a movie.. nuthin real abt it..

i noe for a fact dat u haf to b urself in da matter of love..
mayb playin ard wit words.. but not da feelins..
i totally despise ppl who do dat..
used to believe in karma.. dunnoe if i still do..
need no looks, no money, no character..
dats all a buncha crap..
in da modern society now..
everythin is abt da looks, money and style..
sex even..

i'm actually scared of fallin in luv again..i wont take da bleed cuz it cant b sewed back..juz leavin me wit memories and havin ma breath taken away..is juz to0 tough for me to handle..mayb i wanna b loved..mayb i wanna make u feel loved..but its not time for ma heart to open and get scarred juz as yet..even if its written 'like' all over..i dun think i can take da next step..i may b a jerk at times..but wat da hell..u either like me or u dun..but tell it to ma face..we r all mature now..no backstabbin and rumors spreadin..i dun need dat..
dey say single life is great fun especially wit frenz ard..its true to a certain extent but still deep inside u'd longed for sum1 special..who noes i might juz be single till i'm old wit loads of collection of pornography..haha..mayb sum of dat is true..=P..den i would everytime write in ma so-called diary..till da dae i'm dead, sum1 would find dat diary and decides to write an autobiography abt me..wuahaha..crapzz..
life's full of surprises..dats one thing for sure..one min u feel all lonely and all..den suddenly u haf two gals fallin in love wit u at da same time..dats how lucky sum ppl are..but da difficult part is who do u choose..now...dats when da excitement comes in..its all a game..dats how i choose to believe it..better make da right choices or u'll end up feelin miserable..but one thing i wont do is to look back and regret..dere is no time in life for regrets..i dun except dat..even if u think back at da memories..u'd juz laugh it off and mayb miss it..dats all..nuthin more..
everyone can haf anyone dey want actually..but its da sincerity and honesty in it all..but really..u can haf any1..as simple as dat..juz gotta twist ur words..since i'm not a bastard..i dun do dis kinda shit..i wish i haf though..but cant bring maself to do it..loads of infatuation passin by..without any real intentions of gettin involved..juz concentratin on gettin da licence and havin fun flyin on wheels..dats ma only baby..but it really sucks to cant be able to get pass dat stage..juz wastin ma effort & money..not feelin enthu anymore..but still havin da desire to ride..at least dats wats keepin me goin..

will b goin JB tmr..
hmmm.. its 2dae actually..
anyone wanna tag along?
da more da merrier u c..
haha.. buzz me aight..

drizzle on me
4:26 PM

i'm done tryin.