funereal farceur

Sewage Hole

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HITS

Gym Class Heroes - Cookie Jar
Natasha Bedingfield - Angel

Desire

ninja turtles. cheese. music. imaginations. pool. ducati. kinder bueno. boxers. shoes.

Summon The Ninja

Squirtle

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Sunday, April 03, 2005

Seems like so long since i've blogged...
busy wit da exams..
it was orite on da overall..
except for MEM..

aint got mood for anythin anymore...
its like life has been sucked rite outta me..
without me realisin..
juz feel like wastin ma life away..
slackin..chillin..stonin..
no motivation..no inspiration..no direction..

wats happenin to me??
even if i do sumthin now, its for da sake of others..
i dun even come up in da picture..
its like.. "let's go.."
without even thinkin of da consequences in da aftermath..
let u abuse, use & accuse me..
of all da things dat i did or dint do..

ydae marks da first ever dae dat i actually witness an accident..
bedok interchange at abt 1723.. [4D any1??]
wit nadiah, nurul & mel..
heard a commotion but dint really saw it happened..
a double-deck bus in slow-motion ran over a man..
fortunately, da man dint got crushed by da wheels..
he was juz lyin dere in spasm under da bus..
i dint noe wat to think at dat point of time..
excited..first experience..
confused..how in all happened..
psychotic..wishin it was me...
wasnt really scared..
sumwhere sumhow sum place.. it will b ma turn..

basically got me thinkin back abt life..
1) ma last wishes
2) fulfill ma responsibilities to ma family
3) dun hurt, do wrong, cause anger to any1
4) leave in peace

mayb u guys r expectin me to say "April Fool"..
but sadly.. it isnt.. not one bit...

attachments on for next sem...
gonna graduate before i noe it man..
how time flies...
i'm definitely gonna get thru dis..
since its all a game... let us play..
failure or victory it dun matter..
dats juz part & parcel..
let da game of 'betrayal & lust' begin..
dats all dere is to life anyway..
everyone seems to b playin it..
no point trustin anyone..
dere's backstabbin, lyin & bad-mouthin even in ur backyard..
wat has da world become??
Da END-OF-THE-WORLD is nearin..............

drizzle on me
5:37 AM

i'm done tryin.