funereal farceur

Sunday, February 20, 2005

Chingay was fun..
but it was so packed..
haha..
GOTCHA!!
dint go dere.. was juz pullin ur leg..
=p

So...
Wat am i feelin??

its all abt life basically..
well, wat else could it be rite?
duh!!

Its all abt frenz, music, skool & luv...

Frenz come and go..
dat is part of life..
u choose who u want & need in ur life..
i noe u cant stop ppl from bein frenz..
and its da mistakes we do..
when we say things like 'i dun need u' or 'stay away from ma frenz'..
cuz its all juz childish..
esp. when u even get into a fight / quarrel juz cuz of a stupid misunderstandin..
and even involves other parties like ur parents..
dats soO shallow....
and i hafta admit..
i was one of dem..
but its all over..
and all i gotta do is juz to learn from ma mistakes..
even though its toO late..

Hmmm...
wat really makes up a frenship??
it muz definitely haf trust, respect & understandin..
and be dere when u need dem to be..
when ur in trouble or when u need a listenin ear..
like dey say..
a fren in need is a fren indeed..

a fren will always be dere for u..
a fren will noe u inside out..
a fren loves u for who u really are..
a fren will try to put u on da rite track..
a fren has da bez interests at heart for u..
a fren is sumone whom u can talk to abt ur probz and vice versa without feelin uncomfortable abt it..
a fren is family..
well, dats wat i think..
not necessarily has to be true..
cuz i'm juz writin to keep da tots runnin...

Dere's dis particular song dat i really like..
'Obsession' by Frankie J & Baby Bash..

Its early in the morning..
And my heart is really moaning..
Just thinkin bout you baby..
Gots me twisted into things..
And i dont know how to take it..
But its driving me so crazy..
I dont know if its right..
Im tossin turning in my bed..
Its 5 oclock in the morning..
And i still cant sleep..
Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me..
Breathe ....i dont care..
So helpless in my heart..
I dont know what to do but to think of mi love..
Baby...........

[Chorus]

Amor , no es amor (if this aint love)..
More than my feelings (what am i doing wrong)..
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)..
Its just an illusion that i have in my heart..

woohoo...
wat a song!!

Now comes da part abt skool..
Dammit!!
ma skool notebook is totally hopeless orady..
firstly it cant read 'E' drive & thumb drive..
now it cant even read 'A' drive..
hope dey replace me wit a new one soon..
its rented anyway..
but i took care of it aight..
haiz...
da two reports dat i've been doin cant even be transferred over...
unless thru da net..
guz i haf to re-do it agn..
not really..
i can do it in skool on mon..
hope dere's still time..

To talk abt love...
i dunnoe wat ma heart wants anymore..
everythin dun seem real anyway..
so wats da point in wantin and needin if u cant even get it at da end of it all..
it will only left u 'caught up' in wastin ur time on such things..
yea..
wat is love without honesty & truth...
its all a matter of da heart..
it always has been.. 'Juz do wat ur heart says'..
nuthin more and nuthin less..

So dere's nuthin else to be said..

drizzle on me
12:21 AM

i'm done tryin.