funereal farceur

Hi EvEryONE!!!

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Orite.. Orite..
Keep ur pants on..

Haiz.. its only abt updatin ma blog...
at least i'm still alive rite.. =)

yea.. yea...
i'm waitin for christmas or new year to update..
naughty.. naughty..
2 cousinz teamin up against me..
hahah..

Well, frankly speakin..
i'm actually bored wit dis blog thingy orady..
sorry to sae..
but its so childish & lame..
dunnoe how i got started wit dis also..

well..
so da big question is where haf i gone??

firstly..
no longer workin at toys r us..
contract ended but still bonded..
and cant wait 2 get ma pay..
wanna get da ninja turtles toys..
to give ma parents and also 2 pay all da debts i owe ma frenz..

well, eva since i've turned 18..
haf been goin 2 clubs almost weekly..
gettin drunk & shit..
but i noe ma limits..
dats all dat matters..
guz i was juz tryin 2 get maself outta da real world..

since i've started losin contact wit U..
i've been missin u crazy..
even though u made ma life hell..
i still haf wit me ur smell..

hah..
wateva da hell dat is suppose to mean...

oh yea..
family affair..
in short..
ma sis is gettin married..
bigger responsibility to take care of ma younger sis..

U THINK U NOE??
BUT U HAF NO IDEA AT ALL!!

Complicated as life it can be..
I cant sae much cuz i'm part of life..
life itself has alwaes been full of surprises..
cuz i've lost 2 great ladies in ma life..

still not really on talkin terms wit ma sis..
but i wanna change da way it is now..
i noe wat i gotta do & say before its toO late..
cuz tmr she'll be gone & i'm still here 2 stay..

I feel like i'm livin in a dream..
hopin dat i'll wake up one dae..
and dat everythin will be back..
to da way it was before i met u..

Haiz..

wat wit da happenings of da tsunami & earthquakes..
i really think dat da world is comin 2 an end..'

well, i better start askin for forgiveness to all da peeps out dere..
i noe i've been crappy & a lame-ass idiot who made fun of u pityful & innocent nonsense peeps..

So..
all..
I...
wanna...
sae..

is..

"HaPPie

New

YeaR!"

ahhaahhaha.......

life's not goin too well for me now..
songs r da only one i turn to..
i cant even turn to ma frenz..
afterall dey haf dere own lifes to live toO..
and i wouldnt want to be an additional trouble in dere life...
So..
I only haf me, myself & i..

haiz..
dunnoe if i'll be goin Chinablack to celebrate da new year..
dat sum1 will be goin..
since she's avoidin me..
its better if i avoid her instead..

i've been to Chinablack once..
da music & da place itself was AWESOME!!
i even danced on da podium wit ma hommies..
hahaa..
total fun..

mayb i should spend dis new year wit ma family instead...
start 2 put ma priorities in proper..
i wouldnt want 2 be an another disappointment in dere life..
dere had enuf for da year..

i still haf got time 2 think abt it though..

haiz..
dun think i'll be sleepin 2nite..
tmr early mornin ppl will orady come 2 ma crib and prepare da neccessary stuff..
i cant make it to da ceremony..
haf dis stupid nonsensical test in da mornin..
but i'll go for da dinner at nite..

hmmm..
now dat i'm not workin..
at least i haf sum free time for maself..
i feel like joinin a soccer club 2 better maself..
but i'll be takin a risk in ma studies & leisure time..
but life IS abt takin risks..
it depends actually..
if i wanna join it anot..
haiz..

well,
time 2 sign off..
dun worry..
i'll try 2 update ma blog aight..
Peace!~

drizzle on me
6:03 PM

i'm done tryin.