funereal farceur

SaD SuNdaE...

Monday, October 11, 2004

Sorry peEps!!

Juz kinda finish up wit ma programmin..
Couldnt find da time 2 update ma blog..

Fri...

I was veRy BUSY..
was soO stressed abt passin up ma MaMs project..
and still had programmin 2 do..

After havin done ma project but still havin programmin 2 worry abt,

went to ma buddy's fren's chalet..
straight after skool..
waited at da bus stop..
saw sum1 at da bus stop..
Hey!.. it was nit..

Chatted awhile...
den ma dad called...
he was around da area..
tot of fetchin me home..

Took ma dad's cab wit nit..
went 2 da car wash & top up fuel and everythin..
nit was kinda da only one who actually got close enuf 2 ma dad to chat & start a conversation..
he even crack a joke..
told ya izzie...
he wasnt dat fierce.. =P

yeah..
den got home & put ma bags & got out as fast as i got home..
cuz ma gramps dint allow me 2 get out of da crib..
but i've orady got permission from ma mum & dad..
told dem dat da chalet was cancelled..
so i wont be home late..

Den when out wit ma hommie and meet sum of his frenz..
without plan, dey invited us 2 dere chalet..
ma hommie's mum was out at KL..
so he wanted 2 stay da nite out..
but he needed me 2 come along wit him cuz he was rather shy abt it..
one more reason was dat he dint even noe da frenz of his fren..
so he wanted me 2 come along 2 accompany him..

Well, wat r frenz for?
so i went along wit da plan..

Called my mum, who passed da phone 2 ma dad..
told him da truth and he said okay..
even though his voice was kinda reluctant, he had to..
i'm not his baby gerl no more..

I used to lie all da time about where i'm goin and everythin..
dey neva seem 2 let me stay da nite out..
unless its skool or a chalet..
but i cant seem 2 stay over ma frenz crib..
i think its got sumthin 2 do wit manners & all...
i actually dun like 2 go ma frenz crib 2 slack and trouble dem..
but since sec skool, frenz ask me along 2 dere crib and dey seem fine over dat so its kinda a habit now..
to go 2 ma frenz crib and all..

Well, so i went 2 da chalet at pasir ris (Aloha Loyang)..
kinda creepy, but dun seem so wit abt 5 other frenz around..

Hmmm... How was da chalet??
let me put it dis way..
It was boring at first cuz we noe nobody dere..
but eventually, it turn out fine..
it turned out even better for ma hommie when a crush of his was actually flirtin wit him..
Hahah.. way 2 go bro..

Hmmm...
Overall, da nite was nice..
comes to sleepin time, i was like in a can of sardines..
*da two ppl beside me was like sleepin sOo close 2gether till i ended up bein squashed to da wall..
AHaha... very funny hommie... =)

Comes sat...

Got out of da chalet and made plans 2 go JB..
2 of ma hommies & a crush of his..
den got da prob wit ahn..
about him findin us in JB..
Saw him at da bus stop though but hope he dint noe..

Well, it was fun & tiring as a whole..
walked & walked till we got 2 our eatin destination..
heheh..
sum ppl holdin hands seh.. =P

hmmm.. got myself sum gums & ciggy..
wanted 2 get sum clothes, but aint enuf cash sadly..
oh yeah!! Need 2 get a shirt for kogulan before exams end..
he's goin off 2 Negeri and i haven gotten his prezzie yet..

Made plans 2 meet ct after da trip..
went to orchard wit da 4 of dem..
turned out pretty well..
no quarrels, no fights..
luved it at dat moment..

Till da bomb dropped..
i noe abt da one-time hard rock nite..
but not da other part..

tears filled da eyes..
but dint spill down..
heard da heart broke..
but strong i had 2 be..

knew i cant feel dat way..
meant nuthin no more..
had 2 realise dat..
i was strong now..
so a happy-couldnt-care-less front was portrayed..

knew a life i needed..
to move on indeed..
cant stay here no more..
so my mind was made up..

Sun dawned..

still felt da blues..
even before da mon blues..
could still feel da bruise..
& felt like takin a cruise..

still got outta bed..
had 2 get ready & bathe..
to tutor a cousin of mine..
who was only in pri one..

kinda slack 2dae..
den came da news abt yesterdae..
sum1 got sumbody..
made me glad abt 2dae becomin history..

really hope none would get hurt..
it would den be a sad world..
pass on da happiness..
for da bitter gud of livin life..

Next news came..
about another hommie..
withdrawin from skool..
to join da government force..

Couldnt believe it!
Tears had 2 be shed..
from both sides even..
he gave me loads of advise..
which i truely tot was wise..
dere when i needed him..
taught me loads abt bikes..
had a ride once..
felt happy and glad..
to haf a fren such as he..
funny & corny he could be..

hmmm....
noe dat 2dae's entry is rather long..
its fri till sun cum 2gether..
kinda a three dae thingy..
(dun think dirty guys)

Bein at hard rock 2nite..
juz hope ur safe & enjoyin urself..
take care and be glad..
to haf me outta ur life..

Till mornin comes...........

drizzle on me
4:12 PM

i'm done tryin.